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this blog just celebrated it's 3rd birthday last june 3!

happy

3rd

 birthday

 bloggie!

my blog has been with me for 3 years and now i'm leaving it. no more updates on this one. i've moved one - heysheena.blogdrive.com

c yah there! ^__^

ever made plans that were never carried out?

it's frustrating right? you spend a lot of time daydreaming, making plans. you even write it down just so you won't forget and you promise yourself you'll make it come true but weeks months even years passed and what has become of your plans? Nothing. But the ever hard-headed person you are, you would still make plans, and then make plans, and then make plans.

There's a joy in making plans. Well, I enjoy making plans. It makes me realize that there's a lot in stored for me in the future and it makes me feel like I have superpowers. Ok that was exaggeration but it kinda makes me feel I have control over my future because I know what I want and the cristina yang in me is oh-so-ever focused on getting it. But I got distracted and  rarely make plans now.

not that i stopped making plans but spontaneity is what works best for me. everything that happened to me in 2006 were not parts of my plans. God made them for me and i just go with the flow. you see a year ago (2005) i had other plans for myself. i had planned my future that when i graduate i would do this and that. but since 2006, everything changed. and i have to compromise coz i don't know how or if i can stop it. it's not that i am against everything that is happening to my life. it's just that since 2006 i stopped believing that my dreams will come true. and i was such a daydreamer. i still dream a lot but there's this belief that my dreams are only enclosed in the hemispheres of my brain.

that's why i also don't believe in new year's resolution. coz you also make plans to change the way you are, to change your life, but you forgot about it even before you can say new year. i think new year's resolution was invented just so we would know our mistakes. we do not change it instead we acknowledge that we were not a good person and we want to try to change. but in order to really change, you have to constantly remember you want to and not only because you want to, but as arnold would say, you want want to.

O, well..

So.. I really don't know how to end this entry, so I'll just stop.

Sorry, that was gobbledygook .

bakit kaya ganun? obvious naman na estudyante ka kasi naka-uniform ka. with matching books pa na over naman sa kapal. pero pag nagbayad ka, di ka parin bibigyan ng discount? hihingan ka pa ng id. akung wala ka id, reg form ang hihingin sau (tulad na lang ng nangyari kay ams). hellO! reg form?!?! kamusta naman yun?!?!

oo, piso lang naman yun, pero sayang naman diba? atsaka, right and privilege mo nga yun eh, na may discount. para saan pa at nagkaroon ng student discount kung di naman magagamit?!

anyway, eto ang mga nakolekta ko na mga palusot ng mga drivers

"walang estudyante ngayun, sabado eh!"

"hanggang 5 pm lang ang estudyante! 7 pm na"

"estudyante ka ba? nasaan id mo?"

"wala kang id? patingin ng reg form mo"

"doble bayad na pag gabi ha!"

"walang estu-estudyante, naka-pila ako eh"

ang dapat na response sa mga ganyan ay:

emer: .... ^__^

sheena: "ay ganun? eh nakauniform naman ako ah. anong tawag mo sa akin pag lagpas ng 5pm?"

emman: "bakit manong, pag sabado ba may trabaho ako?!"

AT ANG THE BEST NA SAGOT...

amory: "o sige na, ayoko ng argumento. kaya ko naman magbayad, pero ginagawa ko lang ang tama"

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hey GUYS,SHEENA IS ALIVE!!!!KUNG MERON PA NAMAN MGA NAGBABASA NITO *wink wink*BAKA LANG MAGBAGO NA AKO NG BLOG ACCOUNT. SANA SUPORTAHAN NYO PA RIN AKO. haha!! ^__^

 Still on cramming, I have to submit a resume and an essay on Thursday. You see, I got invited for a scholarship for some international corporation. The thing is there are 50 of us who are going to try out. At first I really did not want to try because that would require mental stress and I don't like that. But since it's an opportunity of a lifetime and there's nothing to lose in trying, I decided to try. Problem is, I haven't strated my eesay yet neither my resume. Add to the fact that I was not active during my 3 years in college. I don't any clubs or organizations. Hay. Bahala na.

 Angel: paano yan sheena, wala man lang tayong organization

Sheena: oo nga eh, eh pano kaya kung sumali tayo sa green peace, redcross, paws, wwf at habitat for humanity? Total naman, pangarap ko naman talaga sumali dun noon pa

Tarah: pwede rin. Pano tayo sasali dun?

Angel: oo nga

Sheena: umm, sa internet? Yung mga websites naman eh may membership something

Angel; o sige try natin, para may mailagay tao

Tarah: yah

Sheena: kaya lang, wait! Paano kung tanungin tayo sa interview kung gaano na tayo katagal na member?

Tarah: (mimicking an interviewer's voice) So I see you'r very active. How long have you been a member of this org? (normal voice) umm, 2 days?

Angel and sheena: hahahaha!! That's so funny! Pero di pwede yun. Ok plan B.

 Pathetic. We are so pathetic. Tsk tsk tsk. +__+

me: angel, diba namatay yung madre dyan?
angel: oo
me: bakit hindi na pinakita? badtrip naman. diba yun yung sinunog yung simbahan, tapos may namatay sa tubig, and earth ba yun? tsaka diba may mamamatay na pope?
angel: ano?!?! hay naku sheena! maling libro sa maling movie! angels and demons yang sinasabe mo! ^_^
me: ay oo nga! kaya pala wala yung mga hinhintay ko. hihihihi

watched da vinci code kanina sa G4. sure seats kaya no problemo. though we arrived 5 minutes pass the playtime. pero it's ok. over all, the movie is great!i loved the movie but it really did not surpass my expectations. parang national treasure nga lang talaga. what's funny is that it's only in the movie that i totally understand the book. I have this habit of reading a book and just understanding the gist of the story. i really don't go that much into details. Kaya nga pati  harry potter, minsan nagugulat ako na ganun yung nangyayari kasi mabilisan ako magbasa at di ko na pinpansin yung maliliit na bagay. hehehe!! kaya hindi ako naapektuhan dun sa mga sabi-sabi na you'll doubt your faith and doubt the catholic church kasi di ko na pinansin yun.basta basa lang. pero da vinci is not my fave book. it's angels and demons so baka din kaya di ko talaga love na love yung movie. Hope may angels and demons na movie and sana magandang maganda. ^__^

speaking of da vinci na rin.. hay naku.. may hat goes off to you.. audrey tatou!!!!!!! what an astounding performance! grabe! actually, audrey's really the reason why i want to watch da vinci. kasi i knew her acting in da vinci is different. i have watched her in amelie and a very long engagement. i love both movies but really, she had the same performance there. And in da vinci..waaah!! kakaiba! ang ganda nya and ganda din ng legs! Hiihihi!! and the makeup looks good on her. coz she always looks pale in her french movies. Hay, i am so satisfied with audrey's performance. Aside from the blast from the past scenes in da vinci and tom hanks performance, man audrey was good!

haha!! eto lang pinagtataka ko.. bakit parang si da vinci ang may alam ng lahat ng sikreto?

and... paano nagsimula ang mga words? letters of the alphabets? and panu nagkaroong ng word na fire? wala lang.

i got myself one too.

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